the damn bench

That damn bench

I will never forget that bench 

the place I felt love

it was running on my veins

it was like you were above

while you were just having fun

I was falling in love 

I wanted so bad to not feel that

but it was impossible not to

I was weak and you were there

giving me chocolates

and making me promises 

that someday I was gonna meet your family

I have to be honest

I didn't care if you were lying

it was not like I wished that 

but when all ended...

I saw you with her 

you were there at your house

the place I have never been 

and I kept asking

what is wrong with me?

am I not worth it?

And then, all I wanted was to meet your people

in that moment I realized 

that I loved you 

I wanted to be part of you

But how could I want something that was never mine?

You were just having fun

And I was in love

like a fool

After three months in the grave

And then you wonder where it went to

As I reached for you, but all I felt was shame

All Too Well - Taylor Swift