You're everywhere

 

You are not here anymore

But you still everywhere

In every flower from the trees

In every bank we used to sit 

I knew nothing about you 

but that didn't stop me from suffering

I remember when you said 

I don't want you back 

You can become a queen, girl

With lots of gold

I still wouldn't want you

The funny thing is that  

I feel happy without you now

Could you please leave?

Cause even tho I don't regret having you

I still don't fit where you put me

I know it's just memories 

and that I shoved all my feelings back then 

But now I just want to be free from you

and from who I was when I turned 20

I keep asking myself why

Maybe I should let you here 

You are part of my life story

and maybe if I accept you

You will leave, right?

Being taken with the wind

The same one that used to hit us at nights of peace.