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Eu só queria que você me desse valor

mas eu não me achava interessante

como eu ia conseguir seu amor?

no fim das contas

seu amor não vale de nada

porque nunca existiu 

você só mentiu

eu queria conhecer os seus 

mas eu não era suficiente 

nunca fui 

me redescobri depois de tudo

eu não precisava mais de você

nem da sua valorização

foi tudo em vão?

precisava me reerguer e fiz

enquanto eu quisesse ser o amor teu para como luz ver o meu eu

eu não teria cor alguma

não seria coisa nenhuma 

amei cada segundo de você

e isso me destroçou

por fim fui aceita

mas dessa vez foi por mim mesma.

visita a 2019.

INTRODUCTION ABOUT MYSELF

How to talk about me? I do not know I am usually kind, but not all the time. I love life but I also feel bad sometimes, just like everyone else. There are days that I want to be alone and I do not want to talk to anyone. Nobody knows how to just hug you or to be silent giving you company, they always want to make you open up and sometimes that is not what you want, that is why I prefer to be alone.

I'm calm, patient, I like to write, learn, watch movies and series, read, try new things, I like going out, staying at home, traveling, getting to know a new place, I also like to talk about life with people that talks in a deep way.

There is a lot more about me than I really think there is, but I say I am someone easy to get along with. I forgive easily, I love a lot, I want the good even from those who have hurted me, I try to be fair, friend, loyal. I try to be myself, always act as my heart tells me, and it has been working.

I also have several flaws, I procrastinate things, I am very sentimental (or was, I don't know, I'm rediscovering myself), I'm stubborn. I sometimes talk too much, sometimes I explain things a lot in details that I could have cut because they are usually useless to others but not for me. I am kind of I am too preoccupied and that ends up filling people up, and anyway... maybe I have another thousand flaws that I did not identify by myself. However, I think that might say a little about me.

Talking about my hobbies, I have been learning how to play the guitar, I truly feel connected to anything related to music, and sometimes I wish I could be a singer. It is not that I do not have the courage to do it; it is more about not having enough money and time to focus on that because life is hard. I really love to dance, but I am not a good dancer. I love makeup and everything related to it. I love to teach English and to learn new languages and I wish I was super rich so I could live travelling, dancing and learning how to be a good singer without having to worry about money or bills (I hate being an adult and poor). I think all that still does not say who I am. I am so many things and honestly I am still figuring out who I am and I think I will never find out who I am completely because I change a lot and it is too much to learn in just one life.